Wisdom

Goodbye friendship and a life I once knew
Hello heartache, the second meeting came too soon

I admit it, I still think about those times when I was with you
So I'll drown these memories until this bottle turns empty
And I'll pray the feeling ends

And then I'll run away from you
Where you can't hurt me any further
I know just what to do
You give me hope when you know it's over

No more phone calls, don't tell me that you miss our talks
Quit saying sorry, cause sorry doesn't say enough

I admit it, I still think about those times when I was with you
So I'll drown these memories until this bottle turns empty
And I'll pray the feeling ends

And then I'll run away from you
Where you can't hurt me any further
I know just what to do
You give me hope when you know it's over

I'll run away from you
I'll run away from you

And then I'll run away from you
Where you can't hurt me any further
I know just what to do,
You give me hope when you know it's over

Wasn't I good enough for you?

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Swine Flu

Unfair

I've been treating alot of people unfairly. and i realise that.

you know who are.

and i apologise. sincerely.

thank you all for being there for me.

i guess i have not yet found myself. but. its operation GO.

cheers people.

yanming signing off.

Good Old Times

Today we went back to high school to play football! Catholic High School. AHHHH.good old times!

his BACK! andrew ng chee tat. and also that loh eu joe. HAHA. both of them are back.

so the plan was 730 am kanna. and suprise suprise. andrew was earlier than jason. times have changed!

we had tonnes of fun! just kicking around. its been a while since we played back in our school field. i recall the many times we stayed back in school just to get in 1-2 hours of football time. before them damned QM's decide they have to keep the ball cause the fields too small for 20 fellas.

chee tat struts his stuff!

goshhh. walked through here like probably few thousand times!

and here!

us at our regular place in canteen! hahaha. damn. memories.

anddd seriously! LOL. canteen got inflation. my JustTea peach, used to be rm1. now its 1.20 omfwtfbbq.

ISH.

OHHH WELL. next post. tour D sing pictures!!

Benji

Went for the zouk thingy yesterday. L'oreal starsearch. ahahha why of course. to support benjamin.





driving in KL was HELL.





seriously.





HELL.





its like taking a stroll in the devils very own backyard.





haha. nah. a bad metaphor!





nothing bad happened though. its just frustrating.





lucky we manage to find our way back.





my camera died. =(


the only shot i got was this.






beautiful! ain't it!





it was really funny. ahaha xin took off her heels. cause it was omfgwtfbbq high. and it was hurting her feet. hahaha then there were cockroaches literally roaming the small little garden in front of KLCC. she screamed and leaped to avoid them.

ahahhaa. it was funny!

we screamed our hearts out! like insane okay. ahahha and we sang along to collide like nobodies business. i think people were kinda staring at us. HAHA. and amidst of all the l'oreal finalist hype, we got to cheer for our very own belly dancing jean. she got pulled up on stage. haha wheeness.

overall an awesome night!

alrightys! next post!hehh!

better get it all done while i'm at it!

i'm yours

taken from the blog of mr a to z! awesomeness.

Sausagefest

Jon officially launches sausagefest 06/06/09 with his ultimate gay pose.

Just this past saturday we had our guy sausagefest!! it was a full day filled of actionpacked gay action. errr not exactly gay. but yeah. gay.

anyways! i actually woke up at 7am and headed over to subang to get them clowns, joshan, ui tee, and zhen john.

after some detours and many lies being told over the phone by cheah ui tee.

btw PLEASE JOIN the DONT TRUST CHEAH UI TEE group on facebook. he is a professional conman. 99.9999% of the time cocker.

anyways nic was waiting for us at the jusco near federal highway in klang. SO when we were in subang ui tee told nic 5 mins. LOL. wtf subang to klang 5 mins. thenn on the way there. we weren't even at jusco, ui tee said we were at a wrong jusco. the other jusco in klang. and we were on the way. seriously con man ok.

little did we know, upon arriving at the correct REAL jusco, nic's mom and dad was there with him. imagine the embarressment. WTH.

anyways nic's mom thinks that i dont really have a sense of direction. THANKS TO CHEAH UI TEE. hahaha. i guess my sense of direction has really deteriorated over the course of my stay in the states. i took the wrong turn on the way back to subang. and we were basically headed to ipoh before i made the U-turn. hahaha. shit.

anyways we were in klang for bak kut teh. aaaahhhh. paradise. klang bak kut teh. the aroma of tea and the scent of bak kut teh. the murkiness of the soup, the tenderness of the meat, the thousand and one flavours that explodes in your mouth in moment where the meat+soup+rice blends in your mouth. one word to sum it all up. ORGASMIC.

i hope no one jizzed in their pants. HAHA. especially the outcast kar wei. LOL.

poor kar wei. HAHAHA.

damn look at the bak kut teh. i'm feeling hungry already. i wish i can eat bak kut teh for breakfast everyday.

aaaah. heeavenn.

damn the soup was GOOD. seriously. ahaha we asked for extra soup like several times.

after that we headed over to nicolas's place. just for fun. hahaa we watched part of toy story there and chilled abit. everyone was pretty worn out . we got up pretty early. which was AMAZING.

anyways nic has one helluva mom ! hahahaha. she struck a deal with VG. cheesecake for jonathan's facebook details. HAHA. so that she can stalk nic while his away in minnesota. watchhout nic.

after that. we headed to block F. to play piano. in subang. errr. this piano has a qwerty keyboard and emits a full range of sounds including machine guns firing, knife clunking action and also many many more.

in short. we were in FTZ. hahaha. okay lifeless i know. sharrap. its our guy time.

shortly after that we headed to my place in Bukit Jalil.

jon brought his baby. and the guys made sweeet sweet love with his baby.

it wasn't li ying. HAHAHA.

the PS3.

everyone looks pretty jaded. they were playing streetfighter. upon seeing girl characters fighting it out on screen, the guys will somehow you know be more attentive to the action going on.

thennn the whole bunch of em were complaining hungry hungry. and cheah ui tee. seriously. I NEED RELOAD. FOLLOW ME . COME LA. LETS GO. YANMING YOU FRIEND ANOT . COME LETS WALK. OMFGWTFBBQ. seriously. hahaha he had to reply his "girlfriend" thats why so tension all. we understand.. ahem. one day we will find out.

we left the house in search for foood. and we ended up in happy garden. hahaa. for some yau zha guai and tong sui. awesomeness.

then it was back to my place for some seriously hardcore gay action.

lotsa physical contact. SERIOUSLY. hahahhaa. anyways it was helluva fun time.

ohhh and i forgot to tell wern jiet that jboy pissed at where he was sitting. HAHA. seriously. his at the far end.

during that time we played monkey with a small little ball which went missing then using my futsal ball we played rugby. HAHA. it was seriously FUN. got strategy all.

we were in the pool from like 6-830.

craziness!

after cleaning up and all, as you can tell the horde was HUNGRY. literally. ready to devour anything that stands in their way.

off to eat some satay.

ahhhhh satay. YUM YUM. =) wheeeeeeness. AWESOMENESS.

ben looks like a chipmunk. seriously.

loook at them colours. ARGH. i am FRIGGING HUNGRY RIGHT NOW.

after that it was block F again. seriously. pathetic. HAHA.

i vow not to head to block F this week. pleaseee. lead me not into the arms of block F.

we were really exhausted after that. i hurried home and crashed. what a day it was. had loadsa fun. thanks guys! HAHA. gay action next time again.

phewwww.

till the next post.

adios amigos.

Montana

Su Yi Chai!! take care of yourself okayyy! =) i know you'll be absolutely brilliant. errr try not to fall off a take care okay! and unleash the monster in you! roarrrr!

5 weeks and counting!

please please please please please please please please please please TAKE CARE!!!

Pendulum

i feel like a Pendulum. Swinging back and forth. Momentum keeps me alive. Its about time i kill the momentum. and take my stand.






when life gives you shit. you take that piece of shit and shove it up life's ass, then you move along.