Rant

i need a place to rant.

bear with me for abit.

have you ever felt at times that you could take on the world even if it would throw everything it had at you?

and sometimes. that can change in a split second.

and the next thing you feel is that you never would've suceeded. you feel extremely down. you feel pissed. you want to vent. but somehow, theres no place whatsoever to channel your anger.

hell yeah i have an ugly side. everyone does have one. its just how good are they in concealing it.

and mind you. everyone has a limit. i have no bottomless patience pool in which i could pull out unlimited amounts of patience to withstand such acts that just ticks people off. overstep that limit and thats where you find the ugly side of everyone. so now what? you think the world revolves around you? i hate it when people think so. that other people revolves around them and they are merely just role-players fulfilling their roles in his/her life.

Trust is another issue i have prolems with. hell yeah.

What does it feel like having thrown it away? it feels good right. having to see someone just pissed over it for being conned duped or punk'd. and then claiming to have seen their ugly side. blablabla.

i dont feel any better now after i've said all that load of crap.
its unfair. unfair. fucking unfair. it always have been that way.

leave me to rot.
i dont give a shit whether you give two shits bout anyone else.

*for those who cared

andrew,yeeler,dog,jinm list goes on.

thank you.