Qing Ming

went back for qing ming last saturday. my first qing ming ever i have to say, and my first time visiting my grandma's grave after the funeral.


Fairy park in klang, its quite a big scale kinda cemetary. very commercialised i guess.

Most of my uncles and aunts were there. and one cousin.


Granpa lead a prayer. He prayed in hokkien, although i don't really understand, i kinda get what he tried to say. He cried. Grandma's passing came as a shock to all of us. I still remember having to drive back and forth to the hospital everyday. I really didn't expect it all to come to this.

It's not the same.anymore. never will. all of us definitely miss her...
She's somewhere else better i guess..

Happy Burfdayy's

Okay. plenty of birthday's this month.

urmmm most importantly. i forgot sheryl's birthday. felt damn bad. was reminding myself like one week before . 17th of march. 17th of march. then something came up. got me off my feet and just made me oblivious to my surroundings.

she reminded me. like. hehe today is my birthday on msn. then i'm like OMGWTFFFFFFF.

then i thought jboy knew. msged him. he also goes like omgwtf. zzz



so anyways happy belated burfday =). ignore the cat. looks scaary to me =x.

The Silver Lining

There is a silver lining to every cloud.

Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.

At the end of the tunnel, there is always light.

The stars are constantly shining, but often we do not see them until the dark hours.

When it rains on your parade, what would you do..

It"s always raining on mine, to be frank . is there even a parade?

Is this THE silver lining? i really hope it is.

"The difference between stumbling blocks and stepping stones is how you use them."

stumbling block or stepping stone. hmmm.

Gad Wrap

In conjuction with the white valentine's event, Gad Wrap opened its booth for three days at inti subang jaya. Its concept was pretty cool as it offered to pimp your beloved gadgets ranging from pda's , phones, psp's to ipods, laptops, mp3's, cpu's and many more. Basically it enhances the appearence of your gadgets, and also protects your gadgets from scratches.

There is a huge ranged of choices as for the designs. Billy even got his own personally designed at home with the help of photoshop.

Anyways yeah i pimped my phone. The urge to make my phone lookable was strong. Its like everywhere you look everyone is having a motorola v3i. and my colour is just dull.

So tadaaa.

Hmmm it didn't really turned out as i would have expected it to turn out. still my phone is much more lookable now. Jon got his Samsung Mp3 done, and loads of ppl got their laptops/psp's done.

anyways it can be quite costly for laptops. its about a 130 bucks. and for flip phones about 50 =x.

money well spent? i guess so. will not be changing my phone till i leave for the states unless it breaks into half or gets smashed into smithereens. =x i'll get a cool phone there =) .

White Valentine's

Just Last week, there was this white valentine's event at college. so yeah we kindaof participated.

anyways its suppose to be some kind of a japanese version of valentines. where the girls havto give the guy something on that day, and the guys would have to give back three times to the girl after a month. there weren't much gift giving on that day. thats for sure.

the event started like super late due to the rain and "technical" difficulties. It was raining. then it stopped. then it rained again. and it stopped. then during soundcheck, it rained heavily. Kinda a bad day for richard , the organising chairperson. anyways after that the commitee got fed up with the rain and decided to just do it in the concourse. it took some time to move the stuff and set up the PA system.

Anyways the event started pretty quickly. as usual , yee ler was grabbing the prizes offered during commercial breaks. with johnathan as his accomplice i think this time we broke the record for an event, they got 4 cd's outta the organisers by answering questions.

And soon it was our turn after several dancing performances. i did a short guitar solo , and after that it was the band thing. i shall not comment on my solo. anyways, our band was me , samuel and yee ler. We're like the ultimate last minute jammers. Two hours before the soundcheck, we went to the studio in ss15 and arranged the piece for that night itself. how cool is that =x

anyways, i think we did a pretty good job. i didn't played much of a part in it. =x

it was a pretty cool combination of guitar, drums and beatbox. and also worth mentioning, yeeler's guitar lost its performing virginity =)

lastly, would like to thank everyone who came or stayed back for the event. =) that would be jon tan, hui yi, eunice, fel, xin and and many many more i think. and also thank richard of course. He did a really good job even though he was faced with like impossible circumstances.

stay tuned =x

ZOUK

super major delay on this post. i apologise.

anyways there was this L'oreal thing going on in zouk. like half of the contestants were friends.

nways, on the way there, vg recommended a route which got us in a massive jam. but we still got there. kudos to him

Thank god i'm driving an auto car. anyways, the guys got bored and decided to camwhore. =/

Anyways , like half of our old high school was going to turn up at the event. and they did. it was some sort of a massive reunion. crazy. people really change alot.

Posers. softdrinks bytheway. cut's their coolness level by 80% already eh.

The contestants.

Mogs doing his thing.

Billy and guitar =)

and also not forgetting to mention kerr kay and hui jing. high school mates.

nways after that, we got alittle bored. then we went out to LOFT to grab a beer. urgh tasted friggin nice. and after chatting abit , mana tahu event already ended.

Most of the people went clubbin, i managed to resist somehow. =x took VG , mel win yee en and sherri back to ma place. had our very extremely late dinner. and then off they went.

super summarised post =x

Random

Faint moment of the day.

On the way back from futsal , upon reaching the toll with touch and go in hand, drove towards the pay cash lane. thank god i realised.. otherwise i'll be handing over a touch and go card to the person manning the toll booth. and he'll be like WTF.

I feel like my life is falling apart. bit by bit. chunk by chunk. soon. there's gonna be nothing left of it i guess. nak nangis agak..

note to self. 1m = 100 cm. not 1000 cm you fucko.

HINDRAF

this is super duper friggin hillarious . about hindraf. hahahhahahaha.

Election

this is super FUNNY. i respect whoever came out with this. the lyrics are just soo freaking APPROPRIATE.

ROCK ON!!

Best Election ever

Finally. Malaysia has been elevated to the "happening" status. it's political scene was rather dull then, with Barisan Nasional Dominating. The results are pretty orgasmic, but not orgasmic enough. was expecting the " big " fishes to be fried.

Nearer to home, theresa kok retained her seat by a majority of 36k . and she won the kinrara seat also. double win.

MCA's futile attempts of defaming her backfired upon them. Based on looks of the MP, MCA can pack bag go home already. Summore the MP tak reti malu, put her face as superwoman sommore. faints.

And FINALLY!! samy vellu is out. seems that malaysia has had enough of his rubbish talk.

EC also kena banging. wasted rm 2million just like that. *snaps fingers*

however, badawi's favourite son in law managed to win. like OMFGWTF. surely phantom voters case wan. Najib was rumoured to have manipulated army postal votes to his liking. Now that would be pretty convenient for him yeah.

Owh yah. Can say all Local news channels and local newspapers are totaly manipulated by BN.
The news of the hanging of samy vellu was not broadcasted until very late at night. dumbasses. what they want to hide. waiting for recount arh? DREAM ON!!

sooo now i conclude that. this election has been the MOST HAPPENING election EVER. 5 states won by opposition. penang under DAP. selangor under PKR. kelantan kedah under PAS. and another one i dunnoe.

anyways. i'm awaiting for more post election drama.

dumbass badawi is screwing up big time now. let us hope that he does more stupid things. next election. opposition to form government?? =)

Erection

All the hype about Election has gotten all the politicians erected. This Election thing is stronger then viagra, YES even stronger then the one chua soi lek took when he was spending quality time with his "friend".

Anyways, this is the time where politicians come out and ramble all kinds of promises and start banging each other's mistakes.

i've always been for the opposition. I took the who to vote questionaire on kennysia's blog, and i'm a keadilan man. funny, i always thought i'm a DAP person. hahaha.

yeah right. BN can go suck osama's hairy balls.

Anyways. i'm saving my vote for a future political party which will be pioneered by our one and only WON WEI ZHANG. it will be called parti TUPAI!

obviously the slogan would be, WAJAJJAJAJAJJAJAJA VOTE ME!! LOLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ VOTE ME LAH!!! DON VOTE ME VOTE WHO? YOU TELL ME VOTE WHO SIN! DONNOE THEN VOTE ME LA. WAJAJAJJAJAJAJJAJAJAJJAA.

oklar i have to say its better then DAP"s JUST CHANG IT. =x did they ran out of ideas?

anyways. it'll be freaking cool to have a friend involved in politics. hahaha zhang i'm saving my bloody vote for you. you better make sure you start PARTI TUPAI. then, together. we will RULE MALAYSIA. *evil laughs*

okay i'm being friggin lame.

anyways zouk tonight =x. will take LOADS of pictures if possible. =x

Wake Up Dumbass

Burma Baiis is officially kicked out of the Inti Close tournament. =x

my team that is. named by our great satish kumaran. our team did pretty well in the group stages. we topped the group. with 2 wins and 1 walkover.

anyways applause to billy, aru, emerson, satish k, premnath. they really have the "stuff".

too bad we were knocked out in the quarters. we were SOOOOOOOO friggin close.

thanks to me again i guess . the first goal deflected of me and went into our own net. =x i have the tendency to have this kindaof things happen on me. i hate myself alot sometimes.

anyways thanks mates. =) you all have been great and funny teammates. especially emerson la. joker.

and once again. time to be productive. and not let my stupid life go to waste.

random

Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved. - William Jennings Bryan

good shit. just read it from my mail credits to toinspire.com.

time to do some achieving and to be productive.

=x spotted "her" today.could it be? hmm. =/

Friend or Foe?

Lets say. theres this person that you've met last year. Everything seemed okay. You're both "friends" .

After about half a year of tolerating loads of bullshit. you realised , that your "friend" has been lying to you all the while. lets give a random statistical figure which is approximately about say 70% of the time, this " friend" has been lying to you. In one day, you discover that he has been lying to you a whole damn lot. and that person has been lying to all of his/her " friends" too.
Manipulating people for his/her own benefit. When founded out, not one word of apology. no trace of guilt. instead, excuses were all that was coming out of that twisted mind.

Come to think of it, this person smiles at you when he sees you, talks to you like a close friend, jokes like you are the very best of buddies, hangs out with you alot.

to think that you were such an idiot for trusting that person. what would you do?
i hope all of you will respond to the poll which i have posted.

hatred

I really dont know what to do. like wtf man. i'm totally not being productive at all. picked up my guitar a few times. played some random stuff. chucked it on the bed. then tried doing some calculus, realised that i fucking screwed up my quiz again. then chucked it one side. did the introductory part of my economics project which did not need much of me doing it. just copied paste from several websites. and done.

seriously. wtf is wrong with me. i don't know. i don't feel like doing anything at all. like wtf. i don't know what am i going through right now. test is in two weeks. if i don't study. i'm screwed.

YAN MING YOU FUCKTARD!! GO AND FREAKING BE PRODUCTIVE. STOP THINKING.

i hate myself =/ .