hatred

I really dont know what to do. like wtf man. i'm totally not being productive at all. picked up my guitar a few times. played some random stuff. chucked it on the bed. then tried doing some calculus, realised that i fucking screwed up my quiz again. then chucked it one side. did the introductory part of my economics project which did not need much of me doing it. just copied paste from several websites. and done.

seriously. wtf is wrong with me. i don't know. i don't feel like doing anything at all. like wtf. i don't know what am i going through right now. test is in two weeks. if i don't study. i'm screwed.

YAN MING YOU FUCKTARD!! GO AND FREAKING BE PRODUCTIVE. STOP THINKING.

i hate myself =/ .